I totally understand your enthusiasm. I still remember when I started flying a Park Zone 3Ch Cub. I crashed many times an bought parts enough to pay for that plane 5 times over. But then it clicked. I had it and I knew I had it. I was flying. A cheesy grin crossed my face that stayed there for a week I think. I could not wait to get home from work and do it again the next day. If it rained or was too windy I was literally depressed because I knew I could not fly it. That feeling will be a recurring feeling when yo maiden your next plane too

Welcome to the addiction.