BEGINNERS! GET HELP!
If you are a newbie and can't locate an instructor, at least for safety's sake and cost savings, get a simulator and fly with it. Set the environment to harsh, and the throws to high. If you can fly in that, it'll save you lots of heartache in the long run, and as well as a considerable dent in the ole wallet. I learned on a buddy box, and would have trashed many 'o planes if it were not for some patient instructors.