Hey at least your honest?! I remember my knee's knocking as my flight instructor said " ahh, you got it " and walked away as I was doing my first landing. But your more advanced than that I suspect, so as long as you have it in your head thatt no plane lives forever unless it's hanging from the rafters! So with that, recover your current plane, it will get you familiar with the hardest part for most, covering! the building part will seem easy after learning to cover nicely and properly. But by all means, don't hesitate to ask questions, with whatever your doing, most of us are here to help, not hinder your experence. I usually respond to most in need of help or just plain advise. Good luck and have fun, it's a hobby after all?!