get a trainer like everybody tells you. learn and then move up. your asttitude isnt going to work in the military either. i went against he tide when i learned to fly real aircraft. a 450 stearman,,but have a million learned in the durring ww-ll and i made it ,,,but this rc is another thing,,,im still learning after many houirs. and half a dozern fighters sit in ther shop,,,ready to fly butt im not ready to wreck them,,,hehe. the 1/4 busa cub is still teaching me after 3 rebuilds from "hard" landings. thats what you call a crash. rebuildable because of the slo speeds involved. i bet i would have been thru 12 "jets" by now. the next trainer is my sig j-3,,,