The copied "private" infractions are probably sitting on a hard drive for later, if they are needed.
The AMA forum software (like many forums) gives the mod/admin a choice when taking down a post:
a) Make the post hidden from the thread but available for mods/admins to read and/or restore
b) Instantly Vaporize the post off the server, destroying any evidence that exonerates the post and preventing appeal/re-evaluations
In the past mods there were vaporizing my posts for what they subjectively considered infractions,
I was told subjective vaporizing wasnt going to be done anymore.
Of course, I was also told that if a certain guy there attacked me one more time they will ban him,
but as that didnt happen the next time he attacked
so I am not having a lot of faith in (what should be) our msg board
I have already attempted contact(pm) with a mod at the AMA board,
asking for a copy of the allegedly banworthy post
so that I can see just what it is I did wrong.