Hi Andy,
I went through this valley back in '95 when my wife died from Sickle Cell Anemia complications and we had three children (9, 4, and 2) so I can empathize with you. I've been calling and e-mailing but now I know why and will give you the time you need to recover. You can do it! I did! By the way, I have a new JJ 3000 and need a flight accessory pack
. Take care. Stan aka "rcnats"