I believe my problem with the flight was I had left it in low rates, while having that wind. Especially on the safe modes. That's why I switched from the safe modes but it did not give me as much maneuverability as what I was expecting, from flying the Sim. A lot of rookie mistakes I made but I wish I would have thought to flip it to high rates. Would have gave me a much better chance at getting control that I needed.
Had it do over again, I would flip to high rates and go around again, come into the wind for the landing and just use the field as an option. May have been able to land on the road as I intended with the crosswind and the high rates. Who knows, but it was a lesson learn and a productive flight in that sense.
High rates, more throttle once out of SAFE and fly it in!