I have built 2 kits and 1 arf. I took many years off after I destroyed my 1st kit build. (it took me like 50 hrs).

Now I am ready for lessons. I have joined AMA and a club with instructors. BUT...I am a bit nervous as a newbie. I now have like 3 arfs and a kit built. Plus a Srurdy Birdy which I have scavenged parts from.

I know crashes are a part of the hobby, but I am thinking I may not be able to pick this skill up. My second lesson is Monday......my first was ok, but I realized how far I have to go. (my first lesson was a, way too high, no buddy-box, circle the field kind of thing).

I just hope I can do this..it has been on my mind for like 12 yrs....and I have seen experienced guys and gals both dead-stick and crash.

What I want is some first-time experiences to make me feel less awkward. The members of my club are very encouraging and they think I will solo within a few weeks, but I am not so confident.

Perhaps I need a lot more stick-time. Well, of course I do....but jeese I feel bit anxious.

I think I am just whining...whaaaaa...poor me....whaaaaa.

Any help would be appreciated.