Tarkus1,
Sorry that you had a rough time getting into the hobby, but glad that you did make it. You don't have to apologize for being "pumped", we have all been there and we definitely understand. Heck, I bet you still have that silly little smile on your face don't you?

Don't worry about it, I had the same smile for 3 months after I soloed.
A solo flight is a great accomplishment and that wins you one genuine RCU ATTABOY (Suitable for framing, wrapping fish, or lining trashcans).
Welcome to the Addiction.
Ken