Dude. You maidened it today. You crashed it today, twice.

That = too much plane for too little pilot.

If you want to continue to throw money away and keep crashing, go for it. But an afternoon or 2 at the sticks of a real plane would probably stop that.

I was stubborn at first too, im self taught. On a stryker, something that most wil tell you cant fly.

I know its enjoyable to do it on your own, but in then end, its a bad thing. You learn bad habits, you don't learn some of the more important things. Its dumb. You will eventually crash into something or someone other than the ground.

Do what you want man..but you cant expect to come in here, ignore everyone's advice, crash twice on your first day, and then ask the kind of questions that following our advice would have answered...and not expect someone to say "i told you so"