agexpert,
Sorry you're having such a bad time. About the only thing I can say that it happens that way sometimes. Once the bad "mojo" is on you it's hard to shake sometimes. A few years back I had a bad streak where I lost 5 planes in 2 weekends and all I had left to fly was my trainer. That's one good reason to keep your trainer!!!!
Hang in there, your luck will get better.
Ken