Now that's something to relate to!

How did you find the Corsairs Insanemoondoggie? Clearly you haven't crashed it but did you happen to find that, although you landed it successfully, you were a step behind the plane the whole time it was flying?

That's how I felt personally whenever I took a step too far when I was younger. It was just unpleasant and stressful. Eventually you either realise that this model is ever right on the limits of your ability and that sooner or later it'll get you, or you crash before you realise it