i know the feeling, you do a manuver and your stomach falls to the floor, half way through you have dont think you will make it, sometimes you do sometimes you dont.
i was flying inverted with a th fun 51 and the plane lost speed and dropped the nose, i pushed up but it didnt respond (stalled), so i went full down elevator and halfway through i knew i wasnt going to make it but i had no choice i had to hold full up. the plane smashed into its landing gear missing the nose of the plane by inches (landed, like a plane looks when its nose and main wheels are on the ground and its tail is high in the air) im lucks the gear took most of the hit, they went through the wings but it was a easy repair. it should have been much worse.
2 hours and it was fixed, the remaiden i did the same thing again [:@][:@][:@] but that time i made it (i was over soybeans so it would have survived better) but i was mad at myself more than anything.....havnt done it since